Serenading Silence.

NO LONGER

2010-01-02T15:04:00.001+08:00

I'VE MOVED

http://yvonnelml.tumblr.com/

Dreams

2009-12-26T14:07:00.001+08:00

sweet dream

or

a

beautiful nightmare

Hot Mess

2009-12-22T17:12:00.000+08:00

I'm a mess when it comes to you
I've got no inhibitions whatsoever it's true
I'm not the kinda girl who hangs around like this
Caught up in a kiss, best friends with benefits
No, but you're so racy, you're my favorite guy
So unruly, so uncivilized
Cupid got me right between my eyes
You know you got it real bad
Doing things you never did

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
You wake up in your bra and your make-up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Car's in the driveway, parked sideways
Yea I know this is killing me
I'm leaving every piece of my conscious behind
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm such a hot mess, I'm such a hot mess
I'm such a hot mess, with you

With you, I never knew, loving you could be so fun
It's true, I was such a good, good girl before you came along
You're so racy, you're my favorite guy
So unruly, so uncivilized
Cupid got me right between my eyes
You know you got it real bad
Doing things you never did

I'm getting speeding tickets
I'm acting just like a misfit
I'm letting my mail pile up to the ceiling
You're making me irresponsible
Cause I just wanna be with you
Act rambunctious just to see what I'd do
Go hard, hit that gas
Live your life like it's all you had
Push, push harder, make it last
All this love is worth it
Mess, hot mess

Pig Girls Don't Cry

2009-12-22T12:26:00.001+08:00

"oh! my relatives!" :'( sobs*

Hold You Down

2009-12-22T12:24:00.004+08:00

this post has been removed because of a bising jealous punya big brother -.-

They Still Remain

2009-12-15T01:11:00.001+08:00

She Was Love

2009-12-14T11:23:00.001+08:00

And when she's gone, remember you once loved her.
You once needed her.
You once cared about her more then anything in the world.
You can't deny she was ever there.
You can't deny what you had.
You can't deny it ended over absolutely nothing.
You can't deny you still think about it.
No other girl could ever love you the way she does.
One day, you'll realize what you've done and you'll come back.
And she'll..
..well she'll be gone.

Pinky Mikey

2009-12-13T04:07:00.001+08:00

Let's Call The Whole Thing Off

2009-12-13T02:41:00.001+08:00

Things have come to a pretty pass
Our romance is growing flat,
For you like this and the other
While I go for this and that,
Goodness knows what the end will be
Oh I don't know where I'm at
It looks as if we two will never be one

Something must be done:
You say either and I say either,
You say neither and I say neither
Either, either
Neither, neither
Let's call the whole thing off.

You like potato and I like potahto
You like tomato and I like tomahto
Potato, potahto,
Tomato, tomahto.
Let's call the whole thing of
But oh, if we call the whole thing off
Then we must part
and oh, if we ever part, then that might break my heart

So if you like pyjamas
and I like pyjahmas,
I'll wear pyjamas
and give up pyajahmas
for we know we need each other so
we better call the whole thing off
let's call the whole thing off.

You say laughter and I say larfter
You say after and I say arfter
Laughter, larfter
after arfter
Let's call the whole thing off,
You like vanilla and I say vanella
you saspiralla, and I saspirella
vanilla vanella
chocolate strawberry
let's call the whole thing of

but oh if we call the whole thing of
then we must part
and oh, if we ever part,
then that might break my heart

So if you go for oysters
and I go for ersters
I'll order oysters
and cancel the ersters
for we know we need each other
we better call the calling off off,
let's call the whole thing off.

I say father, and you say pater,
I saw mother and you say mater
Pater, mater
Uncle, auntie
let's call the whole thing off.

I like bananas and you like banahnahs
I say Havana and I get Havahnah
Bananas, banahnahs
Havana, Havahnah
Go your way, I'll go mine

So if I go for scallops
and you go for lobsters,
So all right no contest
we'll order lobseter
For we know we need each other
we better call the calling off off,
let's call the whole thing off.

Doesn't Feel Right

2009-12-13T01:47:00.002+08:00

emo beyond valid reason.

i should be happy. i just finished SPM. like hello!?

i want you so bad,

it FLIPPING hurts.

SPM

2009-11-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

SPM MODE : ON

18/11/2009 - 09/12/2009

He's Got The Suave

2009-11-17T14:11:00.003+08:00

the one guy that can get away with murder.

anytime, anyday ♥

According To Him

2009-11-16T16:14:00.001+08:00

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.

According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to you
I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.

I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with it.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,
like I'm not hated. oh no.
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizzay.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. [you, you]
According to you. [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.

2 Days Without Worry

2009-11-13T20:37:00.001+08:00

2 Days Without Worry

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday.

We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities, Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad, it is the remorse or bitterness of something which happened Yesterday and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore, Live but one day at a time.

Miracle

2009-11-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

2 P's - Panic & Pray

Jika Kau Bercinta Lagi

2009-10-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya

engkau yang memilihnya
tanpa memikirkan tentang diriku
kini ku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya

jika Kau bercinta lagi
cintalah sepenuhnya
jika kau bercinta lagi
jagalah kau hatinya

aku tak dapat menghalang
engkau punya kemahuan sendiri
biarku hidup hanya mengenang
peristiwa yang tak dapat ku lupa

kini aku hanya dapat berdoa
agar berbahagia kau disampingnya
selamat tinggal
aku mengundurkan diri

Ellen's Beyonce Birthday Wish

2009-10-17T22:18:00.001+08:00

The Way I Do

2009-10-16T20:37:00.001+08:00

didn't wanna want you
didn't wanna need you so bad
didn't wanna wake up
and find that i was falling so fast
didn't wanna need you
didn't wanna need anyone
now look what you've done

2009-10-11T00:44:00.006+08:00

i wanna cry. i wanna cry, and i wanna let it all out. i wanna bleed it out. but in the end, i'll survive. because i am a survivor. and only tragedies make survivors. this is my tragedy. and i'm sure as hell gonna survive it.

i can't be your rock. because your rock needs a break. because your rock is now shattered. crushed by waves, over and over again. so, what about my rock? who's gonna be my rock?

i don't appreciate being treated like that in front of your friends. like.. i'm some kind of failure. because i'm not. if anyone should be the failure here, it'd be you. you screwed me up. me? i'm just trying to undo the damage here.

i'm really not quite over you. if you think that i am, i am so not over you, that i'm under you.

you can't help me fix everything. what if some things are un-fixable? what id they're meant to be that way?

McSteamy can never turn into McDreamy.

boy, you've got the swagger of an Irish man.

you're still the peanut to my butter, you hold me together.

let. me. go.

numb this heart, i must.

you've got this thing on me. it's like when a newborn grasps her mummy's finger. it's strong, yet it's delicate. fragile, even. and you've got that hold on me.

Tips To Self

2009-10-11T00:32:00.002+08:00

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will.
Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all
about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you
and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it
for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ”In five years, will this
matter?”.

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t
do.

35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours
back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

New SPM Grading System

2009-10-03T16:36:00.003+08:00

The Star Online, October 3rd.

PETALING JAYA: A new grading system for the Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) will be implemented from this year.

Education director-general Tan Sri Alimuddin Mohd Dom said the change would provide a detailed breakdown of excellent candidates who obtained grade As in the examination.

“The change means there will now be a new grade of A+. Previously, the highest grade possible in the SPM was 1A,” he said in a statement yesterday.

Under the present system, students are graded as 1A, 2A, 3B, 4B, 5C, 6C, 7D, 8E and 9G while the new grades would be from A+ to G (see chart).

Alimuddin said the change was based on feedback from various quarters that the existing system did not provide a more detailed breakdown of excellent students.

“The change in the grading system will enable more qualified candidates to be chosen for training programmes and new scholarships, such as the one announced by the Prime Minister recently,” he said.

Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said in June that a new category of Public Services Department scholarships would be introduced next year based purely on merit, regardless of race.

Alimuddin said the Cabinet approved the change in the grading system last month.

“This will not affect the examination at all as it only involves a change in the grades given,” he said.

He said school principals have been directed to explain the new grading system to students sitting for the SPM this year.

***

SUCK IT!!!!!!!
now i have to aim for A+ instead of A1. A1 ain't the best anymore.
stupiddddddd!!!!

The new system's gonna be like the following:

XX -> A+
1A -> A
2A -> A-
3B -> B+
4B -> B-
5C -> C+
6C -> C-
7D -> D
8E -> E
9G -> G

no i wonder i wanna leave Malaysia ASAP.

credits to http://at-live.blogspot.com/

Boom Boom Drums

2009-10-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

My God/My Guy

2009-10-02T00:41:00.003+08:00

i absolutely love these two versions!

Trials

2009-09-28T15:20:00.004+08:00

won't be blogging much because trials are around the corner, but here are some short videos to lighten the mood.. :)

Radar

2009-09-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Confidence is a must
Cockiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush
Edges (I like 'em rough)
A man with a Midas touch
Intoxicate me, I'm a lush
Stop you're making me blush
People are looking at us

I don't think you know (know)

I'm checking it so hot (so hot)
I Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you. Choose you don't wanna lose you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)

When you walk (when you walk) and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle, that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader.. try to make you understand you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
On my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR

Interesting sense of style
Ten million dollar smile
Think I cant handle that
Animal in the sack
His eyes see right to my soul
I surrender self-control
Catch me looking again
Falling right into my plan..

I don't think you know (know)

I'm checking it so hot (so hot)
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you
Choose you don't wanna lose you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk) and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle, that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader.. try to make you understand you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)

on my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR
on my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR

I got my eye on you... and I cant let you get away...

Hey baby whether it's now or later (I've got you)
you cant shake me (no)
cause I got you on my radar
Whether you like it or not, it ain't gonna stop
cause I got you on my radar (I've got you)
cause I got you on my radar

I'm checking it so hot (so hot)
Wonder if he knows he's on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
And if I notice you I know it's you. Choose you don't wanna lose you're on my radar (on my radar) on my radar (on my radar)
When you walk (when you walk) and when you talk (when you talk)
I get the tingle, I wanna mingle, that's what I want (that's what I want)
Hey, listen, baby, turn up the fader... try to make you understand you're on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (on my radar)
on my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR
on my radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) radar (got you on my) RADAR

Da-da-da-da-da-da-dadadadadadada... da da da.
Da-da-da-da-da-da-dadadadadadada... da da da da da da da

Note To Self

2009-09-22T23:04:00.015+08:00

La Familia -
Tribbiani the Pedo Sr
Bing the Pedo Jr
Cartman the Brandehh

Extended Family -

Ba the Sexy Aunt

Calling Oklahoma and texting Shrewbury is freaking mad expensive.
But I'd still do it cos I love the both of them.

his unfortunate erection and her drunkie junkie

15K credit limit is supposed to last a very, very long time. Not to be spent at the rate of 2K per day.

Pink is still my favourite colour.

I miss my birthday after-party.

My mother is living the high life.
Lynn, pay for this.
Lynn, pay for that.
Lynn, queue up at the cashier.
Lynn, start the car.
Lynn, fill up the tank.

I hate the fact that I'm growing up AND old.

I want to be SWEET SIXTEEN again.

Remove your glasses with BOTH your hands.
Pink, black and not nerdy.

she's one of the reasons why i'll miss high school.

Like it or not,
I still think you're hot,
It's everything you've got,
That makes me wanna STOP-
DROP and ROLLLL~

Okay, I better stop here.

Heh, thank you very much :D

Baby, Are You Down?

2009-09-21T20:26:00.005+08:00

our new target : Jay Sean!!!!

can you say, daaaammnnn!

oh Jay Sean, you so yummy!

after watching his hot new bod in his latest video 'Down' :

so baby don't worry

you are my only

you won't be lonely

even if the sky is falling down.

you'll be my only

don't need to worry

baby, are you down down down

down down?

White Horse

2009-09-19T18:23:00.001+08:00

Living Sacrifices

2009-09-19T10:42:00.000+08:00

Romans 12 (New International Version)

Living Sacrifices

6We have different gifts, according to the grace given us. If a man's gift is prophesying, let him use it in proportion to his faith. 7If it is serving, let him serve; if it is teaching, let him teach; 8if it is encouraging, let him encourage; if it is contributing to the needs of others, let him give generously; if it is leadership, let him govern diligently; if it is showing mercy, let him do it cheerfully.

Again and Again

2009-09-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

it's those little things you do
that make my tiny little heart skip a beat
and another
and another
and another.. :)

wasted..

I Promise

2009-09-18T12:23:00.001+08:00

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?

Will I do all my best to, to protect you?

When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?

When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away

When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you
I promise

Me Mom

2009-09-18T01:32:00.001+08:00

lara and my mom have this whole weird relationship thingy.
no no no. MOM, stop stealing my friends! :(

Heart Softener

2009-09-16T17:43:00.004+08:00

sin·cer·i·ty (sn-sr-t)
n. The quality or condition of being sincere; genuineness, honesty, and freedom from duplicity.

Sincerity is all it takes to soften my heart.

Companionship

2009-09-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

Monday September 14, 2009
107-year-old wants 23rd hubby
By R.S.N. MURALI

KUALA BERANG: Afraid that her current husband might leave her after completing his drug rehabilitation programme, centenarian Mek Wok Kundor is looking to marry again - for the 23rd time.

The 107-year-old, who married Mohd Noor Che Musa, 37, in 2005, said they lived blissfully until he volunteered to treat his drug habit in Kuala Lumpur in July.

Tok Wook, as she is fondly known, now believes her husband might leave her after his programme ends and settle down in Kuala Lumpur besides marrying a woman younger than her.

Still going strong: The centenarian’s wish for a husband is

so that she can fill her ‘forlornness and nothing more than that’.

Still going strong: The centenarian’s wish for a husband is so that she can fill her ‘forlornness and nothing more than that’.
“Lately, there is this kind of insecurity in me,” she said.

Tok Wook, who lives in Kampung Bukit TokBat here, said she planned to visit Mohd Noor on the second day of Hari Raya if her neighbours were willing to drive her to Kuala Lumpur.

“I want to express my feelings and tell him that I am lonely without him and if he reciprocates, I will wait for him without thinking of another marriage,” she added

She said she felt lonely without a companion during Ramadan.

“I am not searching for a man as handsome as our Prime Minister (Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak), but someone to accompany me in my twilight years,” she said.

“I realise that I am an aged woman. I don’t have the body nor am I a young woman who can attract anyone.

“My intention to remarry is to fill my forlornness and nothing more than that.”

She, however, declined to talk about her past marriages and the number of children she has.

All she said about her kids was that they were old and dependent on their children.

While she spent her last Hari Raya with Mohd Noor’s family in Bachok Kelantan, Tok Wook will celebrate it this year with her neighbours.

“I will wear a baju kurung that was given as gift by my husband in January,” she said.

***

see, everyone needs a companion.. :)

Cockroach Mom

2009-09-14T15:57:00.000+08:00

cos i love her too! <3

Everyday

2009-09-12T10:17:00.004+08:00

you're not losing me. not at all. you're not broken without me. i will always be here.

i won't leave you.

dear you,
you mean the world to me as well. we've been through so much together. adventures on the road (though not all are pleasant!), getting drunk on laughter, and everything else in between. inside jokes, nips, cockroaches and moms! you have everything inside you, you're beautiful both inside and out. and you don't need me to keep reminding you that. you take yourself for granted too much. but if you ever need me, i'll always be there for you. to cheer you up and to hold you through bad times, and good times. many more to come in the near future. i wish you could bring me back too, just stuff me in your luggage bag? you will have me and we will get through life together. i'll miss you alot too.
love always.

Puppies Don't "Roll-Over"

2009-09-11T22:01:00.000+08:00

SO CUTEEEE!!!

10 Fun Facts About Von

2009-08-30T19:09:00.015+08:00

10 fun facts that you dont really NEED to know about
VON

by Lee Huey Yuen

1. this may come as a shock to many ppl but von isn't von's real name =O

2. she laughs at anything. thats why we get along so well =P

3. she has the LOUDEST laugh anyone has ever heard

4.... she is always happy-go-lucky except when she's PMS-ing and when her --- is menopausing. =X

5. she is very in touch with her inner-indian. just like russell peters! weeeee!

6. she even has her own gang of beatiful, chocolate coloured people (although one is in US at the moment)

7. she is a RETIRED sexy-tary of G12. OLD! haha

8. she is a cougar. *meeeeeeooowwwww* [keep an eye on her, ben] ;D

9. she just can't stop talking! =.=

10. she has the most awesome, kind, awesome, cute, awesome, sweet... and did i mention awesome junior in the whole wide world. cough*

heh me and my boredom and lameness =.=
♥ you von! haha

August 15 at 11:49pm

Tan Hong Ming In Love

2009-08-29T22:11:00.003+08:00

that little rascal.
even he dares to say the things that i would never dare to say.
LOL!
ohh, i love this ad!
it never fails to make me smile.

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away

Terima Kasih Cinta

2009-08-29T16:30:00.003+08:00

***

they say you never really stop loving your first, true love.

it's true, i miss you.

Happy Birthday, Daddy!

2009-08-26T10:19:00.010+08:00

birthday dinner with daddy @ sakae sushi

pick of the night :
mango with prawn maki

dad who doesn't eat his veggies lol!

***

Happy Birthday, Daddy.i hope you like your present =D
i'm sorry though, was a really last minute plan.
i had no idea what to get you..
but since you've been complaining alot recently about how slow your laptop is,
i figured, why not? heh.
but then again, it will take a few weeks to be delivered.
and of course, i will be the first one to touch it.
but don't worry.
i would never trade my hot pink Dell with your new one.
though it looks reaaally sleek.
ahh well. i'll get to use it when you're not around!
nyehehehe :D

happy happy birthday! =]

Suleen Is Love!

2009-08-25T21:34:00.014+08:00

warning :

laughter may be contageous.

my 12-2am ♥

this girl is like seriously laughing gas in human form!

LOL i had sooo much fun.

haven't had this much fun since ollie left.. sobs*

she's just the laughter therapy i needed

after being abandoned by YOU! =[

tonight's gonna be a good,

good night.

Here's What's Up

2009-08-24T12:25:00.003+08:00

It's You

2009-08-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

Michael Jackson Medley

2009-08-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

Made

2009-08-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Vixens Cheerleaders 2008

2009-08-15T23:33:00.006+08:00

The VIXENS Cheerleaders from MGS, Penang.
We got paid RM1,000 to perform at Shangri-La, Rasa Sayang Hotel
on the 25th April 2008 during the dinner party hosted by them
to welcome their new general manager.

p.s/ LOOK AT LARA ZALENA WHEN SHE DANCES WITH THE VIXENS SIGN!

p.p.s/did you manage to spot me? :D

The cheer :

I don't know, but I've been told
(We don't know, but we've been told)
Shangri-La is good as gold!
(Shangri-La is good as gold!)

5, 6, 7, 8
The.. Vixens are here
We'll greet you with a smile
'Cos we're the only team
That does it Vixen style!

Ready? OKAY!
This is how we break it down..
Mr Desmond's got the rhythm,
Mr Carl's got the beat,
Mr Andrew's got the fans..
Come on crowd, let's hear it!

We're red, we're hot
You ready, or not?

The Dark Knight

2009-08-12T21:35:00.003+08:00

i watched Gossip Girl with my beloved squirrel, May Lyn last night.
the episode was so full of drama with Duchess Katherine being so.. dutchy with Nate.
Serena and Dan broke up.
May Lyn and i nearly teared, because it was so sad!

***

Serena: I'm scared.
Dan: Me too.
Serena: When I step out of here, it's over.
Dan: I think... I think it was already. It just took us this long to realize, and get used to it.

Be A Volunteer!

2009-08-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

20 Great Reasons to Volunteer

Help others

Make a difference

Find purpose

Enjoy a meaningful conversation

Connect with your community

Feel involved

Contribute to a cause that you care about

Use your skills in a productive way

Develop new skills

Meet new people

Explore new areas of interest

Meet good people

Impress your mom

Impress yourself

Expand your horizons

Get out of the house

Make new friends

Strengthen your resume

Feel better about yourself

a small act of charity goes a long way.

MSN Got Hacked

2009-08-10T15:37:00.001+08:00

please re-add me at

yvonne.lynn@live.com

thank you!

Wash Your Hands Too

2009-08-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

must must must watch!!

Preoccupied

2009-08-09T22:48:00.004+08:00

things to keep me busy this week :

bm paper on monday

english paper on tuesday

f5 farewell party meeting on wednesday

chemistry paper on thursday

alpha class on friday

school, captain ball and f5 farewell party on saturday

double tuition on sunday

p.s/ i miss you guys hell lots.

p.p.s/ i'm so sure of it now,

it's killing me.

Ollie's In The House!

2009-08-08T14:06:00.011+08:00

and then i asked him whether he's read my envelope containing LOVE =D

thank God Ollie's reached Oklahoma safe and sound.
but i am so hating the time difference!

he tells me goodnight when i am having my lunch.

argh! lol.

Goodbye, Oliver

2009-08-07T21:50:00.004+08:00

everytime i watch this video, i feel very heavy hearted.
i feel like a part of me is missing, somehow.
i can't just pick my phone up and text him, or dial his number anymore.
the one person who was always there for me no matter what,
is no longer around.

no more getting 'drunk', no more late night/early morning calls,
no more lectures about relationships, no more choking on stuff,
no more laughing till my cheeks are sore.

ollie says : "von, i love you."

i miss you.

brothers forever

brandon and i will miss you so very much.we already do.we love you, ollie D'.

Lara. S'pore

2009-08-06T22:15:00.014+08:00

make sure you get me something from singapore! :D

love you xx

Celebrate The Day?

2009-08-06T00:43:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be the day when i will lose one of my closest friends.
it's more like losing a family member. la' familia. my big bro.

let's just hope i stay strong.

Prom

2009-08-02T19:39:00.025+08:00

i slept at 2am the night before prom. and my date, brandon slept at 4am. haha so much for beauty sleep!

on prom day itself, it was just another saturday. got up at 11am, had brunch and watched tv. it felt so normal. then it started raining which was a total a put off! the havoc started at 3pm when i started to get all my stuff ready for prom. a lil delay got its revenge. i had an appointment to do my hair at 4pm and my make up at 5pm. i only reached the hair salon at 4.15pm. we all did our hair together, yeeming, kath, joyce and i. i only wanted to iron my hair like i always have it, but my stylist insisted that he styles my hair for me because straight hair is a lil boring for the whole dinner look. so with a heavy heart, i agreed. for one, i really don't like it when someone wants to style my hair when i'm unsure about how it'll look like. i hate taking risks with my hair. so he took out the curling iron, and curled my hair. he said he was gonna go for the natural curls look. at the end of it, i was pretty alright with my hair i guess.

i was only done with my hair at 5.30pm. i was so late for my make up appointment. i was rushing the make up artist to do my make up quickly. poor her. but she made me look good even while rushing, so kudos to her ;p

after getting my hair and make up done, i changed into my dress, got all my stuff and left to ghotel.

brandon reached ghotel at 7pm and i reached 5 minutes later, to find him waiting in the hotel lobby for me. boy, did ~~i, he;~~ WE look good! ;D

we went up to the second floor, to the salon ballroom. we got our tickets punched and made our way to our table. once everyone was seated, dinner was served. i didn't eat just yet, because i was the opening act for prom. brandon didn't eat either as he was taking a walk with me outside the ballroom while i was getting ready to sing. i sang Cry by Mandy Moore. it's from the movie A Walk To Remember.

brandon took these pictures of me during my performance. i forgot to tell him to record it. i hope someone did. eek! after my performance, brandon walked me back to our table and then we went outside to get some food. we didn't eat much at all, which was very disappointing. but oh well, i guess we were having too much fun by just talking and enjoying each others' company :)

my hot date; brandon james.

while eating, we were serenaded by daniel and jj. the first slow dance song was played by them, but brandon and i didn't want to dance to their song, because their song was mainly dedicated to andy and rebecca who celebrated their one year anniversary that night. congrats, you two! :)

prom queen and i

silly lara who crashed the prom 15 minutes after my performance! :(

prom - it was way better than i expected. a few things screwed up here and there, like the fashion show was canceled and the band was scraped off, but it was alright. well, to be honest, certain parts of prom was.. blah! haha but brandon and i took a stroll outside the ballroom. we sat on the couch just to chill and talk.

after that was time for the slow dance. brandon asked me to dance with him and we made our way to the dance floor, to join the other couples who were already there. people kept bumping into brandon as the dance floor was so small, so we stood at the side of the dance floor as there was just enough space for the two of us. the dj played the two songs i prepared for this. You And Me by Lifehouse and I'll Be by Edwin McCain; two very romantic songs. i enjoyed myself during the slow dance. you did good, bran! haha :) xx

after that was time for games. we escaped playing king, queen, jack but went in just in time to see who won.

games; treasure hunt and king, queen, jack

and then the real fun started.
welcome to Club MGS, baby! :D

dancing was the best part of prom. girlfriends, our dates and lotsa grindin was involved babeh! the dj played songs from Pitbull, we echoed "Boom Boom Pow" and we even went Bollywood with "Jai Ho", baby! brandon was so happy when they played "Hotel Room Service" and "Fire Burnin" haha! he's so cute when he's dancing! i led him to the center of the dance floor and he loved the attention from the girls! that boy can dance ;p haha we were in our own world, not bothering about anything and just letting loose. everyone danced, everyone! it was so awesome to see everyone being laid back and pumping it up to the fast clubbing songs. promises were made to go clubbing after spm. lol! i. can't. wait. ;D

a very tired brandon and yvonne on the phone with oliver

well, that was prom, firsthand. i'm still having a hangover of all the dancing and the partying. boy did we get high! haha thanks babes for everything. still can't believe prom actually came and has ended. after all those months of planning and anticipating. nevertheless, i'm not trying to sound cheesy, but it truly was a night to remember. love all of yall xx

cheers to mgs graduating class of 09!

Pre-Prom

2009-07-31T23:13:00.002+08:00

Lara: Driving

2009-07-31T00:11:00.006+08:00

it's hard for a new driver like her to drive such a big ass car.
but for the record, i LOVE her big ass car.

The Next Morning

2009-07-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

"For his anger endureth but a moment, in his favour is life; weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning." Psalms 30:5

Third Party

2009-07-28T22:06:00.003+08:00

i hate this part right here.

maybe it's just for the best.

Prom Countdown

2009-07-27T15:01:00.005+08:00

500 sit-ups a day in the 5 days leading up to prom.

come on, von!

ah oneeee..

ah twooo..

ah threeee..

ah.. f-f-fourrr..

*dead*

*cricket sounds*

Feeling Down?

2009-07-26T23:00:00.005+08:00

got this off cui lin's blog.

A MUST WATCH.

makes you think, doesn't it?

Here We Go Again

2009-07-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

it's catchy.
i like.

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Everytime you come around
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

And Again (And Again)
And Again (And Again)
And Again

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O Oh O Oh
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go
Here we go again
Here we go again

Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again

Misson Impossible

2009-07-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

Misson Status :
PROM SHOPPING IS COMPLETE! =D

total damage : RM748.90

now i soo can't wait for prom!
1 more week, yay!

***

my official party song!

Floorball Graduation

2009-07-22T21:22:00.007+08:00

HIDUP G12 Floorball Club! =D

thank you for everything.

can't believe i've retired.

win or lose, you are my number one!

all of you girls rock!

iloveyouall :)

p.s/ please find someone else to update the blog! ;p

Too Friendly?

2009-07-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

Yvonne took the What's Wrong With You? quiz.
(You have problems. Major problems. You won't know till they are till you take this quiz.)

Yvonne Lynn's result is "Too Friendly"

You're very open with people, which is great, but sometimes those people are wearing brass knuckles, which is not great. You tend to think that people are generally good at heart, and because of that, you're very trusting. People are drawn to your positive attitude and you tend to make friends easily. (You might also be a little vain, but hey, who could blame you? You're a good-looking individual, and you have a right to be a little cocky about it.)
So where could you go wrong? Well, if you're too friendly, you might not be on alert for those folks you really shouldn't trust. So try to use more caution when you meet new people. And quit trading gym socks with strangers. That's just plain gross.

Endlessly More Than Man

2009-07-20T23:48:00.001+08:00

Endlessly/More Than Words/Man in the Mirror (Medley Cover)

this is the best video i've seen in a very long while.

three's a harmony ;D

My World

2009-07-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it owns over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers intertwine
And your sides harmonize with mine..?
Unmistakably I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me.

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower baum perfume
All my clothes smell like you
Cuz you're favorite shade is navy blue

We got older and I should have known
I walk slowly when I'm on my own
Don't you feel alive?
Yeah but frankly I still feel alone
Oh but you'll survive
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cuz I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home.

Serene

2009-07-20T20:44:00.001+08:00

Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I've never felt so at home
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time

When we're apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love?
All the time, all the time

Stay

2009-07-19T00:16:00.009+08:00

how much more can my heart possibly take?
i'm so sorry.

.♥
always have, always will.

My Blessed Birthday

2009-07-17T21:21:00.013+08:00

how awesome was my birthday?
i didn't imagine it'll be so awesome..
this year, i was more like.. whatever comes, comes.
but it turned out to be wonderful.

first up, happy birthday to john and uncle james as well. haha!
you both are awesome people and we all share the same birthdate ;p
so that makes me awesome as well. hahaha!

who else is lucky enough to actually have a twin call her up and wish her happy birthday and to pray for her on the phone? and to touch her heart with his words in the prayer? so much that she almost teared? and then to *click* blog about it *click* too? haha! thanks twinny! lots of love, marcus xx

the best people wished me after 12am. haha more like after 1am too. thank you, my top two boys. brandon, thanks for the neverending calls. haha! we spoke about anything and everything. i had fun. we started at 8pm and only ended at about 1am, because of the other top boy, oliver who wanted to call and chat as well. it was a very sweet phone call from my older brother wishing his baby sister a happy birthday. thank you, bro! love you boys xx

thank you, daddy for throwing me a birthday party even when i didn't want one.
thank you, mummy for the way too overpriced guess watch that was way too big but then i got it adjusted. loves it!

thanks to those who showed up at my birthday party. themed heaven on earth; with the colours white and gold. i hope you girls had a good time at my 'exclusively for MGS girls only' party. with the exception of the boys, who kinda invited themselves. hahaha! just kidding, guys. i had the best time ever. i laughed, i choked, i cried. i was touched. oh and i loved the food there but i didn't get to eat much because i was too busy laughing. haha! but that's just how much fun i had. i loved my birthday cake. thanks again, mummy! and thanks daddy for the round of drinks at starbucks for my guests.

thanks for the ridiculous presents too. haha! from lingerie and thongs to a huge piggy and dark chocolate. i love it all. you guys are the best! i'm lacking storage space in my room. haha!

special thanks goes to my beloved class, 5 science 2. you guys are the best ever! thank you for the first birthday song in the morning. and then translating it into bm, tamil and mandarin. and then thank you for repeating it another time in that day itself. in total, i think i got about 8 birthday songs sang to me. thank you to the girls of 5 science 1 too for singing along. yes, i heard you guys and then i went over to wave and to say thank you! haha you girls are all awesome. you make school a happier place to be.

5 science 2, thank you for the fun we had the following day as well. that day has definately got to be the highlight of my form 5 life. which other junior class, or school for that matter gets to play water games during double english lesson? we do. we all got dressed up to reenact the plot of the pearl. i was an attacker! so i had my bandana and everything and my kdu tshirt with a black tank top underneath so i don't appear to be all obscene and stuff. certain goods aren't meant to be exposed that way. haha! but so yea. we had uber fun! water everywhere. we nearly cried laughing. and then it happened. my class ganged up on me. they filled a whole bucket with water and plotted to attack me with it. thing is that their coordination was so out, that they ended up banging the bucket on my head and then poured the whole thing over my head. haha yes, ouch! it hurt for a while, but it was all in the name of fun.

thank you to all those who wished me in school, through facebook, for all the text messages, calls, msn. everything. thanks for the hugs and smiles. you made my day.

thank you,

♥GOD♥

for blessing me with all these

amazing people in my life.

enough said.. :D

He's Just Not That Into You

2009-07-17T15:23:00.003+08:00

Alex: You're my exception.

Gigi: We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you.
Beth: I just need you to stop being nice to me unless you're gonna marry me.

Gigi: How stupid is it that a girl has to wait for a guy's call anyway, right?

Mary: I had this guy leave me a voicemail at work, so I called him at home, and then he emailed me to my BlackBerry, and so I texted to his cell, and now you just have to go around checking all these different portals just to get rejected by seven different technologies.
Mary: It's exhausting.

Gigi: I would rather be like that, then be like you.
Alex: Excuse me? What's that supposed to mean?
Gigi: I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.

Anna: You have an ass that makes me wanna dry hump!
Ben: Did you just say 'Dry hump'?
Anna: Yep.
Ben: I think I just fell in love.

Ben: You may be the best friend I've ever had.

Mary: What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

Alex: I really gotta go to bed.
Gigi: Is that an invitation?
Alex: What?
Gigi: Oh god, That was cheesy.

Alex: So trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit. No exceptions.

Gigi: Maybe his grandma died or maybe he lost my number or is out of town or got hit by a cab...
Alex: Or maybe he is not interested in seeing you again.

Alex: If a guy doesn't call you, he doesn't want to call you.

Kelli Ann: What's her name?
Alex: Who?
Kelli Ann: The girl... Alex.
Alex: There's no girl.
Kelli Ann: You can't hide it, man. I know strung out, and YOU are strung out.
Alex: Please.
Kelli Ann: This is amazing. You can't focus. Right? Jumping every time your phone rings. Checking your e-mail a hundred times a day. Wishing you could write songs.
Alex: [laughs]
Kelli Ann: No. Feeling the need to bring up her name in random conversations. It's always the same and it has happened to you, my friend.
Alex: Shit.
Kelli Ann: Welcome to my world, asshole. Let me get the door.

... and my FAVOURITE quote ...

African Woman #1: I'm sure he just forgot your hut number!
African Woman #2: Or was eaten by a lion.
African Woman #3: You guys are awesome!

Better Fall For You In Time

2009-07-17T14:48:00.009+08:00

"When you break a girl's heart,

she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later"

it's been the longest winter without you

i didn't know where to turn to.

see, somehow i can't forget you,

after all that we've been through.

the best thing bout tonight's that we're not fighting,

could it be that we have been this way before?

if you didn't notice,

you meant everything.

but hold your breath,

because tonight will be the night

that i will fall for you;

over again.

eventhough i really loved you,

gonna smile cos i deserve to..

it'll all get better in time.

Baby, I'm Yours

2009-07-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

here we go againnnn.. XD

White&Gold

2009-07-14T21:15:00.007+08:00

it's not THAT expensive..

298.00 USD = 1,068.78 MYR

i want!!

daaaddyyyyyyyy?!

Ollie D':Friday - FunTastic PARTAYYY....

2009-07-14T15:44:00.013+08:00

the following post contains a beautiful shot

of oliver cedric dominic taken by von.

girlsss, you may feast your eyes on my dear pedo sr. ;P

Oliver's post on my birthday party.
Click to read.

to oliver :
haha the post is so funny! i love the post, i love the photos, i love the party.

thanks for making everything better when i was crying on the phone till 2am, and when brandon and lara were already sound asleep. lol! oh and thanks for the PINK THONG and bedroom slippers! getting kinky, aren't we? haha! i still want my nike though! we'll go hunt for it, okie? heh. we need more shopping trips!

thank you for everything! you're awesome! ♥
here's to more wonderful times together. i've got a surprise planned for you ;P

lots of love,
xx your one and only pedo jr. ;D

p.s./ i'm silently dreading ~~august the 6th~~.

sighhh.

The After-Party

2009-07-11T15:58:00.013+08:00

my favourite freaks ♥

Of Mottos

2009-07-10T18:11:00.003+08:00

G12 Floorball Club
EST. 2002
"See it. Fake it. Take it."

Von's Fun Club
EST. 1992
"See it. Want it. Get it"

Paaarty Time!

2009-07-10T16:10:00.004+08:00

von's gonna go get her pedicure, manicure and hair done,
and then it's parrrtay time tonight! :D

Ecstatic!

2009-07-08T22:47:00.000+08:00

1 more hour ! =D

Like Woah

2009-07-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

okay.. who the heck spends RM 1,000 when given only two friggin hours to settle everything birthday-related?
hmm, that's right.
von just did.

thank you, daddyyyyyy!!! ♥

Over-heated Saturday

2009-07-06T14:54:00.020+08:00

From Ollie's blog :
"Did not have a car that day, cause my car overheated.. haha.. Von was so mad cause she kept insisting that she has to be in the car before it can overheat.. Yeah yeah girl.."

LOL! i wasn't MAD! hahaha. but brandon's mum car was a nice ride. thanks, auntie jen! :)

had a wonderful breakfast on saturday morning with the people i love. an amazing way to start the day, if you ask me. i had so much fun! we just talked, ate and laughed and had a jolly good time together, like we drunk people always do! heh lara joined the three of us that day. after breakfast, we went over to gurney to do some prom shopping for me! i still haven't found my dress.. i saw this one dress that me and the boys really liked, but it was like RM758! that's nuts. did some mask hunting as well. ollie saw this one mask in toys 'r us that he really liked. it's gold and pretty. after that, we walked around looking for more dresses and more masks. went to look for gold heels for my party too, but couldn't find anything nice.

after all the hunting, i wanted to buy nail polish, so we went to elianto. they've got a new line of nail polish with pretty bottles. bought 2 bottles, 'purple taupe' and 'glitter bronze'. then we went over to breeks to have a drink. had fun torturing ollie by painting both his middle fingers hotpink and gold! haha he looked very pretty with it. then, it was brandon's turn. he seemed to actually enjoy it, compared to ollie. pretty boy.. haha! painted both his pinky fingers. ollie then decided to get revenge by painting lara's middle finger.. and did a terrible job at it! haha but it finally brought out his inner hot mama! ;p

walked around a lil more then it was time to leave gurney to rc for the friendly match! was stuck in a small jam but it was all good as we reached rc in time. that's where all the fun ended..

.. dum dee dum. *friendly match* hoo haa, no comments on it..

then after the friendly match, we went to grab a bite at new world. had more fun there joking and all while i was releasing my anger on both oliver and brandon. thanks, guys! <3>

lara came over to my place after that and we talked about the match and everything else until her dad came to pick her up.

at night, i followed my parents to times square (yes, again. about the 4th time this month!) we had dinner then we headed home. was dead tired that night. well, that's all about my awesome saturday well spent with awesome people! check out my facebook for more pictures.

In Another Life

2009-07-05T17:35:00.004+08:00

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life, another life

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life ...

i'm hurting so badly inside,

i can't keep lying to myself anymore.

i'm not okay..

The Eyebrow

2009-07-05T13:14:00.004+08:00

Similar? ;P

Like Pedo Sr., like Pedo Jr. haha! xx

Sudden

2009-07-05T00:46:00.009+08:00

my heart skipped a beat..
but then, it wasn't YOU.
i wish you were the one saying those words to me.. not HER! *sigh*
it's so unfair.
gosh, why couldn't i have seen this when you were right in front of me?!

so this is von,

crushing on someone

all over again ;P

Friendly Match

2009-07-04T23:44:00.012+08:00

thank you, secretariats and referees of the match for helping out today! :)

where's brandon? =\

Deciphering The Code

2009-07-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

i will stop trying to make sense out of things
i will stop trying to make sense out of things
i will stop trying to make sense out of things
i will stop trying to make sense out of things
i will stop trying to make sense out of things

God's Plans

2009-07-03T16:35:00.006+08:00

after 5 long years, now i see. it was no accident. it was all pre-planned. it was just part of God's will for me. God works in such mysterious ways. i'm very happy with what i see now. only now, i KNOW :D

now that You're near,

everything is different,

everything's so different, Lord

i know i'm not the same

my life, You've changed

i wanna be with You,

i wanna be with You.

Friendly With Fire

2009-07-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

i don't feel like playing at all!!

Why God, Why?

2009-06-30T20:08:00.030+08:00

No, i did not want to be accepted for National Service.

Why, God? What's Your plan?

but God.. what about my plans? what about everything that i had in mind? what about my undecided future? is this why You want me to go for NS? remember the time i said i wanted a break from everything and just to isolate myself for a while? is this part of that? did i actually sign myself up for this? is this the break i've wanted? possibly. trying to be optimistic here. but what would NS make of me? will it make me a better person? isn't it just a waste of time? or do You want me to do Your works there, God? maybe it's like some calling? God, are you wanting me to share the gospel among my new friends that i make there? i know there will come a day when i will have to decide if i were to enrol myself for this or not. should i? should i not? why should i? but on the other hand.. why not?

but.. why? i just can't comprehend this..

but i know.. that no matter what happens.. that i'll always have faith.. i know You love me and that You have a reason behind all this hoo-haa this evening. i know that there was a reason why i didn't cry when i found out i got ns. well, i don't know. maybe the fact that i really got it hasn't sunk in yet. both my friends who were on the phone with me screamed and wailed when they found out they got it. and i actually checked and delivered the news to a few of my other friends. but i only teared for 1 minute, tops. and then i got over it. am i really that strong? or is it You inside of me that's holding me together?

p.s/ you can say whatever you want to whoever you want. but please try to be considerate and don't say anything at all if you've got nothing nice to say. thank you.

God, help me distract myself from this news. for now..

Nappy Time

2009-06-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

I sleep when I'm mad.
I sleep when I'm sad.
I sleep when I'm bored.
I sleep when I'm sore.

Conclusion ; I love to sleep!

P.S/ I slept till it was time for dinner today. Guess my mood? >=(

Daddy, Daddy Cool

2009-06-28T22:51:00.001+08:00

My daddy is the best daddy is the whole friggin big ass world!

McDrunk

2009-06-28T16:30:00.011+08:00

i ♥ my drunk family *click!* ;
Pedo Sr Pedo Jr Brandy Babeh

You're The One That I Want

2009-06-27T18:08:00.005+08:00

i grew up listening and watching this.
ALL-TIME FAVOURITE ; GREASE !!

It was so much fun singing this song with Oliver in his car last night.

Von : "you're the one that i want"
Ollie : "you are the one for ooh-ooh-ooh"

Hahaha! ;D

RIP MJ

2009-06-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

Pedo Sr's gone..

The King of Pop, Michael Jackson has died of cardiac arrest, according to media reports.
Jackson, 50, suffered a cardiac arrest at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. He passed away at 4am local time.

I LOVE Michael Jackson's music!

Nobody

2009-06-24T17:28:00.001+08:00

Another nice Korean song xD

Sorry, Sorry

2009-06-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

Hot guys, hot beats, hot dance, hot lyrics.

Gosh, this is just as addictive as 'gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby'! xD

Canon Rock

2009-06-21T19:09:00.001+08:00

my buddy Jay again.
MUST WATCH.

4:10 - 4:15 is so cute! and it's my fave part xD

The Stand

2009-06-21T18:52:00.004+08:00

so what can i say?

what can i do?

but offer this ♥, o God

completely to You.